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Date: 2008-04-21 09:38 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I tried to kill myself a week before Easter. The doctor asked me if I had done it before and I said no because I didn't want to end up in a psych unit. If I could go back and change it, I would. It was the worst decision of my life. My doctors daughter had killed herself and I felt awful because she mentioned her during my exam. I'm getting help, but I know lots of people know which makes me even more embarrased.

Date: 2008-04-21 03:25 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Do not be embarassed, it is nothing to be ashamed of. It's a medical condition; someone who has cancer or is missing a limb is not embarassed. It's part of who they are, whether they think it's a desireable trait or not. The fact that you're getting help is a HUGE step, even if it may not seem like it. I've been where you are, and it's so freakin' hard, no one really gets it unless they are depressed as well. But realize that even though life kinda sucks, there are good things to it. Even though we never met and probably never will, I hope this helps and I wish you all the best in your recovery.

Date: 2008-04-21 11:40 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
obviously you are struggling with something serious. I would not feel embarrased by your struggles. I hope you get the proper help and it sounds like your doctor knows a lot about the issue of suicide. Maybe she is a good person to open up to that isn't in your immeadiate group of friends and family.

I wish you the best recovery


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